finally.

I am back.
like finally, flor's bday celebration is OVER.
hehs. No more stress.. No more pressure..
haha. ok lah.
it's not all that bad :)
My plan was perrrrrrrrrfect after so many days of planning.
And just because of ONE GUY, it fell apart.
I am not being a perfectionist, FLOR.
YOU are ZHONG SE QING YOU can!
evil you.
sighs. Was abit disappointed that the ultimate aim wasn't achieved.
ah wells, everyone did enjoy themselves.
so.. I guess, that's what's most important right? :)

went back home last night.
thought that I cld get a good night sleep,
like FINALLY?
but ended up, I didn't.
was angry over some matter.
And I kept holding back my tears,
despite tearing quite alot.
I guess, that's why my anger didn't go away.
but I really didn't want to wake up with swollen eyes!
haha.. what?! vanity is a virtue ok!
I feel like going for icecream to cheer myself up.
Later, I'll go see if there is any nice movies worth watching.
Or perhaps, I'll go get a tub of ben&jerry icecream with the meagre funds I have left :S

I'll be fine :)

randomness again.

hey. I am finally free abit to update on the random things that had been happening liao!

random
1. I just reached home after a date with my boyfren.
we watched Naraka 19.
Urms.. it's kind of stupid lah.
seriously! :S heh.
2. I flared up @ meowmeow yesterday.
though I felt abit guilty after reflecting on it;
but I stil think I did the right thing :D
hey! at least, I didn't slap him hor!
3. many problems cropping up at the same time;
I feel like I am going crazy.
i am trying very hard to remain sane at this point.
4. just went to gene's blog.
and saw that he stated me as one of the impt frens :)
it made my day :)
thanks GENE!
you are definitely IMPORTANT too! :)
still rmb our acting during augustine's wedding?
come to think of it, it's really funny!

okay. Enough of random things.
I have been wanting to blog this quote from my fren.
ok. Here it is :)
" The best part about falling is the chance you give your friends, to catch you. "
A very sweet quote, don't you agree? :)
And this special quote, I dedicate it to EUGENE TOH and FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN :)
let me catch you if you fall!
just don't land too hard on me okay? :P

randomness!

let me randomly update.
today will be a HECTIC DAY! :S
HELP ME! :'(
*yawn* I have been so bogged down by so many things.
I think I am going to fall sick soon.
I need a good good rest and massage! :(

a shout-out to my darling!
FLORENCE SIEW YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG!!:)

its been such a long time.

It's been such a long time since I've blogged.
nothing much has been happening for the past week.
Ok. there has been some lahs.
but I haven't got the time to update then.
ok. let me update randomly,

random things that had happened since last week till today.

1. I overheard a guy and a girl talking out loud @ the MRT station,
and the girl was like exclaiming,
"OH! I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING IN JC WITHOUT HAVING PEOPLE FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME!"
and you guessed it; I was rolling my eyes -__-

2. Boon randomly msged me to meet up for lunch.
We were on the same train lo!
It was really nice meeting up with him and talking so much crap.
Urms, SORRY MOGU! :/

3. Watched Rogue Assasin with BOYFRIEND!
hehs. I think the show is for hardcore action-pack people.
I still prefer jackie chan's movies.

4. occasional chats with Zin Htet made me realise how good I am at bullshitting.
this is baddddddd... haha

5. the rest of this week is hectic and next week too! I feel so torn apart! :S

6. Read dumdum flornuts' blog.
hey u dumdum!!
I read until I very emo leh!
THANK YOU FOR UR CONCERN! ^^
YUP-ped! I'll be fine! *grins*

7. BIG SURPRISE COMING UP THIS WEEK!
I just hope I'll get my PAY today!
*prays hard*

8. COunting down SEVEN DAYS to PRF'S BABY's BURFDAY!
WHEEEEEEEE:D

okay. Gona rush!
TUITION in half an hour!
haha.
it's amazing how well I manage my time in all other things,
except for work :P

RATATOUILLE :D

OH wells. The boyfriend and I finally went for RATATOUILLE yesterday.
Yup-ped!
I enjoyed as much as I had expected myself to do so :D
Remy IS so cute! :D
My taiwanese kids had been begging me to bring them to watch,
But I don't think they wud love the movie as much as I do.
I bet they would be confused over the fuss making good food;
as they are pretty much of a gorge-ers
Whilst! I am a FOOD-LOVER! :D haha
Gona go look up for the recipe of Ratatouille :)

And OH! OH! it's not from the movie lah.
I just came across a teacher from sec sch's restaurant webby!
Hmm. I aspire to set my own restaurant too!
My new aspiration! ^^
Wheeeeeeee~
Who knows? I might really succeed :)

MARRIAGE AGE ??

Wells. There's not much things to blog about now.
My life is stagnating,
when I've been trying hard to stop it from doing so.
sighs.
ah wells. I just came across this "your marriage age is..." quiz thingy.
And decided to give it a go since I'm SO very the bored.

You know when your birthday is,
but how old should you really be getting married?
(just put an x next to the things that apply to you)

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[x] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 5

[x] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 9

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets. Total: 4

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is taken out.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 3

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All (most) my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 4

Add up all the numbers and
My marriage age is ... 25

ehh.. Roughly there lah. HAHA.
oh wells. Hopefully I find someone who wants me by then?
*shrugs*

FRIDAY

It's friday again.
whee.
But nothing much today.
Actually wanted to invite Jer over for din din.
However, Jer is becoming too busy for me.
not fair.
*hmmphs*
I'm cooking western tonight!
WHEE.. :D *smile*
Ok.. I'm going back to watch "I not stupid" teevee series le.

crying is healthy but tiring.

Yesterday was Wednesday.
But it felt like a normal Sunday (w/o tuition that is),
'cause I didn't have any tuition,
and I got to hang out late.
I had fun.
At the end of the day, I broke down.
It was due to pent-up anger.
oh dear.
but people who know me, should understand that,
crying is just my way of releasing the dumbdumb anger in me.
And once I am done with crying, I'll be ok :D
*grins*
It's always that way.
But unless it's of course due to heartbreaking pain.
then crying would only relieve a teenyweeny bit of the pain,
and I wun be ok :S
So conclusion of yesterday :
to limjiaxin, crying is healthy but tiring.
:)

:((

PAIN.
Burning pain in my stomach! :'(
Sad. Don't like PAIN.
And I can't see my blog entries laH! :((
Tml have to wake up early to follow JER.
Going to sleep exceptionally early tonight :((

tagged!

top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- a off-shoulder top
- new heels
- the black silver chunky keychain from esprit
- flowers!
- big hoop earrings

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
Soo Su Xian

2. Your relationship with her is:
girl friends :D

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
pretty! bubbly! smart! sweet! cute!

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
hmm.. the little gifts that she always make for us :)

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
ehh.. said to me? i've a bad memory ya?

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
I will go, "I cant believe my luck!"

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
uMm.. I haven't discover any imperfections abt her yet.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
will that happen?

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
not sure.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
give her a pat on the back and tell her "jiayoU!"

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
She is Ms NICE :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
friends wil think I am siaosiao one lo.
but people who dono me, will think that I am pretty dao most of the time.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
my patience plus optimism

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
I just want to be myself :)

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
I LOVE you! ^^

17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Jeremy
2.Esther
3.Flor
4.Liyi
5.Eileen
6.Eugene
7.Kershin
8.Zin Htet
9.Grace
10.MooMoo

who is no.6 having relationship with?
no one, I supposed?

Is no.9 a male or female?
female :)

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
no. I don't support brokeback.

How bout no.8 and 5?
impossible; I'll get killed by David!

What is no.2 studying about?
some chemistry thing in Uni.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday!!

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
some heavy metal, some rock, etc.

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
an elder brother.

Will you woo no.3 ?
Can't. I am her owner :D

How about no.7 ?
nope.

Is no.4 single ?
officially a MRS CHEN :D

What is the surname of no.5?
Tay

What is the nickname of no.10?
MOO MOO loh :D

What is the hobby of no.4?
drawing; she is artistic :)

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
urms. they duno each other.

Where is no.2 studying at?
NUS

Talk something casually about no.1?
He is nice, sweet, caring, smart, GREAT.
the best-est boyfriend in my life :)

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
ehhh?? we're good friends!

Where does no.9 live at?
few blocks behind my block:)

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nopes.

Does no.7 likes no.2?
they duno each other.

How do you get to know no.2?
secondary school :D

Does no.1 have any pets?
yes. BOBBY and he spends more time with him than with me!

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
ehh..?

I love Him

I cant describe how happy I am today!
it's beyond description.
beyond what words can describe.
I just felt so extremely happy after service today.
The worship was great! and the sermon was great too!
What's more, the whole service was very inspiring!
Thank God for such a wonderful and inspirational service!
you know what?
I really felt transformed as what Pastor Kong said right before the service began.
And I thank God for that.
Am so happy to see ShanShan graduate.
She's one of the special six to get the full attendance award can!
So proud of her.
After today's service, I felt like joining the SOT in the future.
I am not ready for it right now.
But in the future, I will be :)

With God, any impossibility can become a possibility;
a possibility can become a probability;
and a probability can become a fact.
I'm even more determined to make my dreams come true :)

the shape of love and relationship

你觉得爱情应该是什么形状？
大多数的人都应该会想说：
“咦？什么爱情形状啊？
爱情不就是个很抽象的东西吗？
哪有什么形状？”

但，你知道吗？
其实，爱情是一个正方形体。

不明白吗？
我会这么说是因为，
当你用双手捧着爱情，顺着它的形状抚摸时，
大多数的时间你只会触摸到它平滑的那一面。
但是，两个平面的交界，却是一条尖锐的边缘。
有时候，你会被那边缘的尖锐给割伤。
不过，在尖锐的边缘过后，
又是一个平滑的平面。。。

my boyfriend made my day can!

My boyfriend kind of made my day today.
But I think he didn't realise it.
It wasn't a direct form of expression,
Nor was it intentional.
But it just felt heart-warming enough :)

*boyfriend talking to me over the phone,
whilst I was on my way home from tuition*
And SUDDENLY, he started singing, "why do birds suddenly appear...?"
And he just kept on singing and singing until he finished the whole song.
He sang so out of the blue,
So, I was thinking.. "ehh.. he went to my blog alrdy?"
but I didn't say anything.

And when both of us started chatting online,
he suddenly went, "HEY"
I thought he was going to scold me for sth.
but he continued and said, " I didn't know your blog song is, "why do birds suddenly appear...?" and i stil sang it just now."

Such a sweet coincidence.
It just felt nice somehow :)
I wove you, BOYFRIEND ! ! :D

WEIRD PRESCRIPTION.

I am just back from my appointment with the doctor.
Oh dear.. the rashes that I am having, are really allergic reactions :(
But the thing is, aside from medicines to stop the itch, and to make it vanish,
the doctor wrote on my medical card this :
USE SUNBLOCK when going out.
And the nurse read it out at the pharmacy counter,
And I was really certain that I heard ppl commenting on that.
BUT! jiaxin and sunblock don't match lah!
we are both north poles of a magnet.
REPEL!

I feel so dum dum last night.
Or rather this morning la,
about my mistake that 31 aug is a Sunday.
And what's more, I didn't realise it until my boyfren pointed it out to me.
O.O how blur can!
And you know? you know?
Yesterday, looking through my old things, I suddenly tot of this :
If you were to choose,
Would you rather choose someone you can live with;
Or someone whom you can't live without?
I asked my dear boyfriend about it.
And being the logical self he is,
he gave me a very logical explanation when he chose the former.
Actually, this type of questions, there is no right or wrong.
But one thing you can get from asking this type of qns,
Is that you can know what type of person he/she is,
judging from his/her answer and explanation.

YAY! do you like my new blog song?
I heard it on yes 93.3fm last night.
And felt so strongly about it and
TADA! haha. nicenicenice..
All the best to myself who is having a long day :(
lim jia xin jia you!
I aim to make someone's day today! :)
*smiles*

I am too bored you see!

I AM BORED!
My boyfriend is nowhere to be found.
Most probably busy with his friends again.
Or watching drama.
TML is a SIX HOURS STRAIGHT TUITION DAY.
Oh dear.. How'll I ever last man! :(
And !! my brain is dead.
It actually RAN OUT OF FRESH, NEW IDEAS :(
And, I just realised that August is coming to an end.
AND! the thing is, I haven't been a good girl,
to keep up my writing of my book :S
Sighs.. My inspirations are not coming to me.
I am having a SEVERE writer block can!:/
Though I am not much of a writer :p

Oh wells. Came across this taggy thing on someone else's blog.
It says to write out "TEN weird/silly/little-known facts" about myself.
Oh wells.. I'll do it here since I am SO BORED :(
Here goes . . .

DO YOU KNOW . . .
1. I am a perfectionist,
who can't stand the slightest flaw in the things I buy ?
2. I have a fetish for beautiful heels which are extremely high ?
3. I used to have a ridiculous ambition;
to be a rich tai-tai ?
4. I like guys who are musically-inclined and romantic ?
5. I prefer not putting on make-up at all;
'Cause I always think, natural is a form of beauty,
that is, without zits and all ? :p
6. I am so immuned to horror movies;
that I can't stop laughing when the ghosts appear and all ?
7. I am a ZI LIAN KUANG ? :D
8. I name every single belonging of mine.
my handphone's called XIAO BAI;
my zen-stone's called XIAO TOU.
9. I dislike eating nuts;
I only eat nuts when they are in chocolate icecream :D
10. I have a fetish for everything chocolate :D

There, I am finally done.
It's a tough process, you know?
:/
Okay.. I've go reply my boyfriend's msg,
before he scolds me for being missing in action again.

what am I thinking?!!

Monday.
I have all the time to slack until evening :D
Was wandering around in my home,
and suddenly I found myself thinking about my future!
it's so oh my tian can.
haha.. I actually thought of the quite impossible things O.O

It's kind of boring to be so slack at home.
I am watching this show on marriage proposals where the tv crew helps people to plan a successful proposal.
And today, this guy who don't know how to swim, is learning swimming hours after hours,
just because the girlfren stated that they don't have similar interests.
so touching can.
And, in order to propose, he has to beat his girlfren in a competition.
The girlfren can really swim can! O.O
Poor guy man.
And just now the trailer showed that, the guy proposed ALOT of times, but the girl kept rejecting him.
And what's more, the girl stated strongly that she won't wanna have kids. O.O
Seriously lo.. the guy abit dumdum.
But this also comes to show that, Love can be really blind :/

I am not so looking forward to the tuition today.
I feel like gg for a movie ;(

:)

This week has been so full of events.
haha. And tml, a new week begins.
Some things to look forward to next week :
1. Esther's bday celebration on Friday.
2. Church with Flor on Sunday - ShanShan's graduation from bible school :D
WHEEEEEEE...

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! :'(

24august

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN! :D
Now you're no longer a baby anymore.
Have a blessed birthday :D

Today, went find Jer after his lessons.
Nothing much.
Watched some drama series and Constantine.
Ate maggi mee.
Then, I came home lers.

Today. I am rather pms-y.
Now helping dad type documents and chatting online.
Chatting with moomoo.
And was helping moomoo find girls' frenster profile;
then I came across somebody's.
Someone whom I never expect to see having a frenster profile can!
I don't wish to pollute my blog with the person's name though I have forgiven and forget.
Ask me if you wana noe.
And me and moomoo agreed that we are going to have nightmares if we continue viewing that frenster acct.
*high-5!*

Recently, I have been thinking alot also.
The other day, I asked Flor.. what her calling was in life.
And she replied without hesitation, the kids.
And for me, I think it's the people who are in need of help.
Abit general; but I just want to help people, I guess?

Then, recently, I was thinking about talents.
Been asking myself, whether I do have a talent or not.
I still am not too sure.
Perhaps, I really don't have one.
HA. Oh wells.. I shall just be me, even so :)

lalalalalalaaaaaaaaa........

It's a nothing-much-to-do tuesday.
HEHS.
Yesterday went for my uncle's funeral with my family and Jer.
Hmmm.. To be honest, I don't quite feel anything somehow.
Perhaps, I am not that close to my uncle bahs.
Or perhaps, I have accepted the fact that it's better for him this way, being freed from his illness.
I have no idea. *shrugs*

Yay! My boyfren delivered my HUNDRED photos to me lers.
SO happy!!
hahaha.. Just now looking through them, I felt like framing those close-ups of him up.
WAHAHAHA. I think he'll kill me for that though.

Oh. my sister met MEOWMEOW yesterday.
haha.. Ask her and you'll know I haven't been being a drama queen when I was telling you my experiences with him.
And!! I think he's abit interested in my sister.
he couldn't concentrate ysd; kept stealing glances at my sister.
And what's more, he was in his best behaviour! O.O
But I think, for his standards, it's going to be almost impossible for him to get attached in the future.
HA. Ok. I am being overly evil :P

Today's a rather relaxed day.
I have the P2 kid at two thirty,
then going Yio Chu Kang until six-thirty.
Then I can come home to study and do my things!! ^^
WHEEEEEEEEEE.
SHO happy.
I love being free from commitments. :)

:D

it's a MONDAY again.
Let's hope tuition will all go well for me.
Especially that meowmeow.
I do not wish to flare up at him.
Later, going to trouble my boyfren again.
I AM SORRY DEAR! :(
hmmmm...